view the world in coloured glasses.

2009-07-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

OMFG. i was playing car at pasir ris park today and guess what.. I SAW AH NEHS SIO GAN EARLY IN THE MORNING WU BO! wah lao weiiiiiiii.

2009-07-20T20:19:00.001+08:00

it felt like the end of a camp or chalet when we returned lil colt today. sighs. i can't wait for next month!!!! we will come back for you, lil colt!!!!!!!!! i promise.

2009-07-20T04:04:00.002+08:00

170709 -
search for a car to rent like mad during micro econs class.
finally found one but can only rent it on saturday, better than nothing.
went out with cerlyn, manda and tamm.
finally got my pay corrected and banked in!!!!!!
mr.Popular was mad drunk.
went to yishun dam to slack.

180709 -
rent car day begins!!!!
went with tam to collect car first
rented out about 4..
went to tam's place to slack awhile
went back to my place to change and go get melvin's present
went to taka to makan and get present
headed down to melvin's chalet
headed down to darius' chalet
I had a short drive in the car park. DAMN FUN!!!!
headed down to DF to meet up alan and sito and friends
met dareius there
left shortly to mt faber!!! MY VIRGIN TRIP WITH MY 3 FAVOURITES!
headed to the prata shop for prata
headed back home to change into shorts and specs
headed to dam
headed back to st james after dareius issued a help sms to cerlyn
got this crazy whining drunkard at the back of the car
went to east coast to let the drunkard cool down
had another drive round the carpark!!!!!!!!!!!
headed to dareius' place to send them home
home.

190709 -
met tam at 4 to go substation
mel's flea is damn small, cramped and warm
headed out to PS for food
went to fetch cerlyn
send tam home
went to meet dareius and drunkard
went to bedok 85 to eat
headed back to dareius place for wii
went to fetch tam
headed to changi village for nasi lemak
saw ah kuaaaaaaaa, cerlyn's sister
headed to ulu carpark to let me drive again
headed to ehub so that cerlyn and dareius can pee
sent dareius home
sent cerlyn home
sent me home and had a short smoke break at poolside with tam
tam go home.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHH. my weekend was mad fun and packed. car rental is awesome fun!! we've planned to make it a once a month getaway. YEAHHHHH! lol

2009-07-17T20:59:00.001+08:00

went to dinner with classmates at sakae sushi. super funny. eat until super full la. then never mind.. laugh daoooo.. stomach pain. i cried sia! LOL. zzz bth.. SUPER BTH.

2009-07-17T11:04:00.001+08:00

lao niang saw an accident on her way to school. LOL. car crash. need to go buy 4d! 8529 and 2468. LOL. time to earn some cash!LOL.

uhhh. im totally not following class. don't understand at all lor. zzz.

2009-07-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

fuck azzucar, fuck miguel for delaying my pay. i fucken wanna chew them up and sit them on my ass. mo'fos refuse to come back to fucken singapore so that he can sign the error and let me clear that fucken cheque. nnbcb

2009-07-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

yayyyy. peektures from rebel 150709. awesome! but we had to leave early. after that, tamm came over to the poolside to sit and chillax a while =D

2009-07-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

i am velly velly tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

2009-07-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

WAH LAO WEIIIIII. my faci today is horny can! talk about sex only face light up. sibei bth. -.-

2009-07-14T16:27:00.002+08:00

mask that reads talk is cheap. it really is. LOL.

went out with cerlyn and tamm last night. somebody's broken heart needed a little wind. LOL. so went rounding.

lao niang drive mercedes hor. don't play ah! LOL

happy3friends. LURBBZXZXZXZXZX. lol

OH MY GAWDDDDD. my current addiction. chocolate banana pocky!

2009-07-13T18:49:00.002+08:00

i bring the fever when we kisseth. LOL.

oh wells. kinda hooked on michael buble now. =P fever's a nice jazzy song. me liketh! hmmm. my pimples are wonderfully popping out as they wish. i will sleep early from now on... okay.. at least on weekdays =P

2009-07-10T10:34:00.002+08:00

oh my god. i am mad tired to the extent that my eyes are feeling excessive dryness. this is velly bad.

last night at herstoryy was fun! =) went with minghee and tamm. minghee is hot stuff! oh man...i don't know what to say. hahaha. ANYWAYS. guess who i saw there? audrey. i don't know why but it was such an awkward situation. but i did have the slightest thought to ask her how is she and stuff but after that, i think its not the best thing to talk about. hmmm. saw sarah and her girl, which she conveniently scooped her up. i don't know why but she had to do that. -.- hmmm. oh wells. i don't mind going again with mingheeeeeee. LOL. k im over rating her now. zzz. that's it.

and fuck azzucar. spell my name wrongly on the cheque and now i have to head back down there tonight and only get my money on tuesday.

i finally bought my thermometer.. 6 effing dollars because the school refuses to close. -.- my temperature is 35.9. AWESOME!

2009-07-08T11:02:00.002+08:00

today morning, i was nearly got trapped in the lift with the facilitator.. wahh. when we nearly got stuck, he asked me whether i got maggi. hmmm. so a stove is suppose to magically appear there when the lift gets stuck is it? then might as well one bed pop out sua. wah lao.. kan lame lei!!!!!!! heng the lift moved shortly. if not, i think i will commit suicide. zzz

thursday is herstory night! don't know whether should i go still. cause like one of my classmate not going.. like zzz only.. but never mind la.. i think i shall go.. vehlly long like never go already leiii. LOL.

CERLYN YEO, you better supper with me soon hor. nnb. got new love forget me liao right.

2009-07-06T12:06:00.000+08:00

whenever i hear MJ songs, it still strikes me hard as unbelievable that he is gone. i was kinda hoping for his return to hear more of his latest. but only God knows why he should be gone now. it is definitely for his own good. i kinda miss MJ around =\

2009-07-04T16:06:00.002+08:00

fuck. something's really wrong with my blogger or my laptop. ZZZ.

anyways! you can check out the photos on my facebook. don't have my email? lol. then too bad lor. i bo pian also. LOL.

2009-07-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

my photos can't be uploaded!!!! why???????

2009-07-02T12:06:00.001+08:00

bought my new flip flops.. latest in the market.. jelly top. LOL.looks very beach wear but quite nice lei.. too bad no other colours than purple, pink and blue. blue's too common looking. melvin wanted to buy the pink one for me. MAD. no thank you. im so not a pink girl please.

TRANSFORMERS! MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE.lol

2009-06-29T14:58:00.000+08:00

many people thought that tyf and i were together on dragonfly night. i don't know why. do we look that much of a couple? zzz

i miss you

2009-06-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

I'll be missing u
Hello
Young savage
What you doing
Trill ent.
I'll be missing u [x2]

I ain't been home in a few days(I miss u)
I know you do
I ain't going lie I miss you to
Come on kiss me through the phone I'm a kiss you to
Now I'm gone hit u in a minute gotta get this loot
Girl we got us sumthin special I know it ain't nuthin betta
You can trust cause I'm tellin u I don't want nuthin else
You get lonely you can just use the pictures up on the dresser
I didn't never think a woman can have me with this lil feeling
Gurls walk up on the floor I be telling em nah I'm chillin
Hug you til I go to sleep jus to squeeze ya like my lil pillow
Then I wake up Monday morning don't come back til Friday
Whole notha whip sittin on 6's with tinted windows
Baby phat bags all new purses with matchin slippers
U dun heard I fucked that dumb bitch you mad trippin
Tears in ya eyes yellin ya tired of my fast livin
I'm jus happy look forward to seein you
God dam I miss You

Since you been away I've been down and lonely
Since you've been away I've been thinking of you
Oooh oooh oohh I'm missing you
Oooh I'm missing you

From Rags to Riches
Man If that shit were to hit me again
I'd have to bring you with me again
It's dun been a lot of stuff I caught myself in
And you stuck by nigga like my left hand
It wasn't all this at first til we jus kept praying
Now I'm on you a bad ass bitch yes mam
And oh yes mam as soon as I get home it's gon be work time
And you know what we like to fuck like it's the first time
From the first time forreal I knew that I was stayin
And I knew that you weren't leavin
I know that I don't need you but I be feeling like I need you
When it comes to certain people I act like I gotta leave ya
But I just want to please ya trust me they just wanna be ya
Remember when I ain't witcha baby I can't wait to see ya
I gotta keep it G and say I Love ya cause I'm forreal
Wash away all the tears we been doin this shit for years

Since you been away I've been down and lonely
Since you've been away I've been thinking of you
Oooh oooh oohh I'm missing you
Oooh I'm missing you
Your everything I need couldn't of asked for more
Boy you know your worth waiting for
When you are away I'm standing at the door
To let you know I miss you
I know you can see it in my eyes
You're the completion to my life
It ain't even a question you already know
But I remind you that
I'm missing you

i miss you. the one with the milk tea and flossie boy. damn.. i really miss you. ALOT.

2009-06-27T19:24:00.005+08:00

what my life has been about since...wednesday! LOL

decided to take a few photos before going to partaye at st james with cerlyn!

party time! st james plus cerlyn's cake =)

our dinner/lunch out at suki yaki. LOL. we ended up playing and videoing down how to make the ice cream. LOL. oh man. if only i can upload it. LOL.

and this was from rebel. me joachim and ashlee decided to head down for a nice club!!!! in the end, i don't know. it WAS an eyeopener for sho!

2009-06-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

went out with best friend today. haha. to pre-celebrate her birthday. LOL. went to suki yuki to have steamboat. but i think more of what she was interested about was the DIY ice cream. LOL. we had fun and took a video. damn funny la. bth. and guess what i did? i went to put my hand on the tempayakki to see if its warm. wah lao. damn stupid la. zzz. nearly blister lor. LOL

at least i kept my promises to the end and i am glad.

2009-06-25T14:05:00.002+08:00

woot! collected my sexy black frames already... HAPPY LA SIOL!

2009-06-24T14:33:00.003+08:00

24/06/09 seems to be an awesome day. gonna collect my black framed sexy specs, gonna buy my bus/train pass today and gonna partay with classmates tonight..

BUT!!!best of all

TRANSFORMERSSSSSSSSSS!!! REVENGE OF THE FALLENNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-24T12:03:00.001+08:00

xtina is bored! xtina needs some breath of freshness!!!!!

zzz. mr.Popular's cousin has arrived in indo today. OH WELLS.means lesser contact la.

2009-06-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

mr.Popular says that i should take the corset like front instead of an angle. LOL. i will.. then help me see okay? =)

2009-06-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

today, after school, i went to min's place and visit alden and alvis. poor alvis has a high fever but good news is that the fever went down =) i think its my presence. LOL. then we went to dino to have some cake. and i'll let the photos do the talking!

that's my new corset. zzz. have to find a way to cover up the fats!!!!

2009-06-22T14:54:00.002+08:00

and now school says that its just a rumor. whatever la. LOL

sighs. why why why why why did my itchy backside hands go read someone's blog? and make myself unncessarily pissed off? damnnn. but im okay now =) all thanks to mellie. love you babe! and eugene for listening to my shit. LOL. hmmm.

whatever, whatever la. if she's happy doing that, i can't say anything la.

I MISS MR.POPULAR AND FLOSSIE. i need a hug, mr.popular and im hooked onto your songs. damnit.

2009-06-22T11:16:00.001+08:00

OH MAN!!!!! swine flu is in rp yo! hope school closes soon. LOL.

zoo trip tomorrow! yay!

2009-06-20T15:26:00.002+08:00

fucked up. mom and dad decided to quarrel this morning, disrupting my sleep. never mind that. now my mom is missing in action and she refuses to pick my calls and reject em some more. tmd. then some other fucker had to fuck things up with me. fuck man. what a fucking fucked up day..

2009-06-20T13:29:00.000+08:00

i think i can't handle breakups well. i can STOP myself or control the emotions but when that person comes back to me talking to me and stuff, i really can spin out of control. zzz. i hate this.

2009-06-20T04:51:00.001+08:00

okay, i know im a bit late in watching this movie. but! slumdog millionaire is really a winner. i humbly agree that it deserved all the awards that they've earned. \

BUT! one thing that puzzled me was the flawless english. i mean, they were kinda illiterate, no? oh wells. movies never fail to amaze me. LOL

2009-06-20T02:28:00.002+08:00

just got home. OH AND I DIDN'T PARTAYE TONIGHT. decided to go to aaron's CAR club..... i don't know what that is la.. and even though i went to pop by, i still had no idea.

so, the night began when i met cerlyn for supper at kovan's hk cafe. awesome place but its just so "fucking hot!". right cerlyn? and then we ate sticky rice in lotus leaf. its quite nice. haha. it has an action to it too! =D what to do? we're awesome dramatic people. LOL. anyways, ate and talked and drank and ate and talked and talked and ate and drank... yeah, you get the drift. then we headed to yishun dam. at first, when boarded the cab, we thought the uncle was kinda fucked up.. but after a while, his driving skills totally impressed us. he was one hell of a good driver man. PHOOYOO! reached there shorty.. SO.. we were trying to find min and aaron... taxi uncle being nice...... horned at almost every interval to HELP us look for them.. after we found them, the entire yishun dam's attention was on us. what a grand entry we had... zzz. chillax at the dam for less than 3 minutes before heading to the toilet at ze orchid country club... then headed back and then to yishun for makanz. crapped there. watched flossie's videos.. SIGHS I MISS FLOSSIE LA! then... we headed to geylang to look see for pros.. BUT THEN.. empty like...empty.. LOL. then there was this two pros.. got one guy shouted mata! then they run! wah lao wei... mcm like got free supper on the other end of the road.. PHOOYOO. run damn fast siol! awesome leg power was shown in that instant.. shows that they have speeedddddd. LOL. then we headed home after trying to look for zhng-ed cars.

and here i am! home malee home! oh! on the way to geylang, cerlyn, min and i got kinda crazy in the car with i know you want me and nobody.. LOL. it was fun. better than powerhouse. LOL

2009-06-19T14:13:00.000+08:00

clubbing plans.
19/06 - powerhouse
20/06 - butter fact
24/06 - powerhouse

zzz. sleep! i need you!! where are you when i need you most? wish me luck for UT later. im so gonna need it. zzz

2009-06-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

anyways, facebook quiz says that megan fox will date me! TEEHEE ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS OUT THERE!

lol. i am disgusted with my classmate today. he is so bloody two faced la. what the hell. seeing him really irritates me. zzz his attitude and his gestures. im like. EEWWWWWWWWWW.PISS OFFFFFFFFFF. zzz i still can't believe that he ratted out on me like that.damn! that's prolly the reason why im not close to him. old people really have different thinking sial.

sighs.

2009-06-18T18:03:00.001+08:00

im partying like a rockstar...

friday@ ph... sat off! LOL. cause im being a good girl and go to church on sunday to see my daddy perform on stage! teehee! anyways! mr.Popular's coming along.. decided to drag him to church. =P LOL. hmmm. im gonna do a side business. discussed it with mel to ask her help me find PLAIN tshirt suppliers

so ladies and gentlemen, if you have any contacts, let me know. =)

2009-06-18T10:10:00.000+08:00

i wanted to say something but i totally forgot.

anyways! it only takes half an hour to school now! awesome!

2009-06-17T14:21:00.002+08:00

i can taste some vodka on the tip of my tongue. should i put some butter on the bread this weekend?

2009-06-17T10:37:00.001+08:00

don't stare if your girl can't groove.
unlike me, she just can't move.

oh yeah. mr.Popular has largely influenced me.. im like writing rap lyrics now. awesome la. i'll be like the next rihanna or something. and the photographer at PC show is a liar la. he took my photo and then when i searched it online.. phooyoo.. totally never put it up. WAHLAOWEI!

then i was telling mr.Popular that the photographer prolly stole it to do black magic on me. LOL. so guys, if i fall in love with a fat, baldy dude.. that's prolly the photographer. LOL

OKAY LA.im just tryna make myself feel better alrights! hahaha. school's started and my classmates all mega zaozzzzzzzz. im like alone in class.... ooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmggggggggg

2009-06-17T03:12:00.000+08:00

lao niangz iz finallyz homez. HAHA.

wassup with my Zees man? anyhoots! i want to have some mr.Popular's milk tea now! and we're both fighting cravings for food now, for the fear of fattiness. LOL.

2009-06-06T17:16:00.000+08:00

ohmy. just look at flossie! he sleeps so serenely. so cute. he looks like he is smiling ah. haha

2009-06-06T16:47:00.002+08:00

sighs. tonight abby's not gonna work! oh man, and there's this new dude. i do hope that everything will be okay man. cause he is really lousy! phooyoo. chivas on the rocks become chivas on the ROAD. ROAD!!! drink chivas now need driving license!! tmd. kan funny. then before that his father call all. alamak..................... i need to make long distance call la. zzz thank goodness i didn't go drink with pravin and gang after work. if not, shag!

i took a video of flossie tilting his head! omg! damn cute. and i stole a video of flossie from mr.Popular. =D awesome!

OH CERLYN! i gotta show you one friggin funny photo of mr.Popular. DAMN FUNNY.

2009-06-04T19:41:00.003+08:00

hello my deserted blog! LOL. man. these few weeks have been so hectic. im just very glad that its back on track now. got my job at azzucar back after leaving rogues. and rouges isn't gonna pay me very obviously. hmmm. oh wells. well, i wasn't putting in much effort anyways. oh wells. but other than that, im just glad that everything else has finally fallen in place..

found out stuff that i didn't really want to know and finally broken that veil of lies over my eyes. sometimes, love is really funny. you think you have got it all in your hands and in control, but its just wierd when you realise that what you feel and that you think is two different things. two really different things. man, im just glad. i really am. like how things are finally put to a stop. you know, (and you know who i am talking about), i thought that i really put an end to those feelings. it just seemed fit to stop since you were not gonna be around anyways. but, when i realised stuff that i really didn't want to know, it pained. and damn! i thought i had my feelings in check. but now, i know where im heading to and im gonna put all this to a stop. the future has it clear. we're definitely not meant to be. i'd thought i found someone that faithful to me and it was my duty to be that faithful too. but damn! you found someone new... and i don't know what to say. but i guess being happy for you is the best i can be for you now. =))

ANYWAYS! enough of being soooooooooooooooooooo emotional and whatever else. i have found a new love love! flossie baby! LOL. flossie is THE cutest and sweetest thing alive. i can't say how much more i am glad that i have found flossie. oh man. love taking him for walks and just playing with him. oh.. did i mention that flossie's a dog? LOL. mr.Popular's iced milk tea is D best shit on earth. its almost as good as cigarettes and alcohol and drugs and whatever addictive thing is on earth. LOL. i thank God for mr.Popular. he is the best person on earth. =D shan't elaborate more.

people who know, good. people who don't, too bad.

but nonetheless, i thank cerlyn, mel and alan for the best friendship on earth. they are the best on this earth. even when my other half isn't their friend, at least they bother to treat my other half like a friend.

2009-06-01T15:23:00.001+08:00

my pp scope is accepted! hooray! gonna start work on it. phooyoo! wish me luck in completion. gonna ask mr.Popular for help. LOL.

2009-05-31T17:35:00.001+08:00

[Intro: Lea, (Lil' Flip)]

[Lea] Uhhhhhhh
[Lil' Flip] Yeeah
[Lea] Ohh, ohh, ohh, oh baby
[Lil' Flip] Lil' Flipper (Lil' Flipper)
[Lea] Ooh baby
[Lil' Flip] My girl Lea (my girl Lea) hit it

[Chorus: Lea]
Sunshine
I can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend some time (some time)
I can be your sunshine!
I can call you my baby boy
You can call me your baby girl
Maybe we can spend some time (some time)
I can be your sunshine!

[Verse 1: Lil' Flip]
Look, I know you wanna chill wit a player
But all you got to do is keep it real wit a player
Just answer your phone whenever I call
Cause I'm riding on chrome whenever I ball
I like them short and tall but not too thick
I just walk in the spot and take my pick
And they wanna roll cause they like my style
And when I pop my collar I make them smile
I need a lady in the streets but a freak in the sheets
That know how to cook cause a nigga like to eat
Spaghetti, shrimp and steak and I'll adore you
I'll treat you like milk, I'll do nothing but spoil you

[Chorus: Lea]

[Verse 2: Lil' Flip]
I know your friends wanna holla cause I got them dollars
Push the Maybach Monday, tuesday Impala
I switch whips like kicks I'm a balla (I'm a balla)

And if I get your phone number I'm a call ya (I'm a call ya)
And we can meet up the next day and chill
But I'm always on the road baby girl, that's how I live
I got bills to pay, I got moves to make
But when my plane touch down, pick me up at 8:00, don't be late

[Chorus: Lea]

[Verse 3: Lea]
We don't have to be in love (love)
We can just be friends!
I will be right there, beginning to the end!
I can bring my girls (girls), you can bring your friends (friends)
We can both have fun, don't want this stuff to end!

[Verse 4: Lil' Flip]
They say love is pain and pain is love
I know ya Momma mad cause you talk to a thug
You think you know my type but you ain't got no clue
About what a real nigga like me do
I like to stack my bread and flip my chips
And I can change ya life if ya get wit Flip
I take private jets to Vagas, man
It's twenty grand each pick cause I'm major man
We can cruise the world in a Bently Azure
But don't worry, the chauffer open the door
You couldn't ask for more cause we got it all (we got it all)
Cause you my baby girl right?, right?

[Chorus: Lea]

[Outro: Lea]
We don't have to be in love (love)
We don't have to be in love (love)

LOL. you said no to the italics and part and shouted in agreement with the bold.

2009-05-30T21:22:00.001+08:00

when dblo became reality. awesome! but yes mel, i neglected you and jas. BUT! bo pian. had to entertain alan and ben that group mahhhhhhhhh

2009-05-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

actually, can i take back what i say?

damn. i've said too many thingat i have regret in this lifetime.short 20 years.. oh wells!

mr.Popular

2009-05-29T10:29:00.003+08:00

i don't know why im feeling this way but seriously, i thought you'd find a girl better than her. im like super shocked when i saw that photo. i mean, if she treated you well, i can't say a thing. but she did not! and me? (this will sound damn self sacrificing but..) i treated you so damn fucken well. you didn't have cash and i stuck by you. you needed support and i gave it to you. fuck. sometimes, i really regret treating people well cause its so wierd when that person turns to someone who didn't bother about them. oh fuck... you know why im so bothered? cause like i feel that you just made my standard so fucken low! like she's a better choice? DAMN! wtf. this is the shittiest thing ever.

mr.Popular, its the only one i can depend on now.

2009-05-27T15:53:00.001+08:00

Barcelona coach Pep Guardiola believes the only way his side can beat ''the best team in the world'' in the Champions League final is to ''play beautiful''.

Guardiola knows Manchester United have few weaknesses.

Sir Alex Ferguson's team go into the clash on a record 25-match unbeaten run in the competition. United have a superb defensive record in this season's competition with just six goals conceded, but Guardiola is respectful of the whole team.

''I think Manchester United have lots of virtues,'' he said. ''If we are not strong in defence they will attack and it is a team that attacks well.

''If it has to defend, it defends with humility and if it has to counter-attack, they are deadly. We have tried to correct some things that we do badly and highlight the positive things we do.''

AWESOME! barcelona is like so gonna lose please. lol. i doubt i'll be heading out to watch tonight cause no one wants to head out =(((((((((((((((( so i'll just stay home and be a good girl =\ so what man u has a FEW weakness? you're already defeated barce! go home!

omgomgomg. im sounding like some crazy fan. DAMN. im sleepyyy =(

2009-05-27T11:02:00.002+08:00

Singapore first H1N1 patient was in New York from May 14-24. she arrived in Singapore on SQ25 on 26 May. GP sent her to hospital on the same day.

DAMNNNN! worst fears are here in singapore. damnit. can't get out as much now =\

2009-05-20T14:24:00.003+08:00

oh man. cookies and cream is awesome shit at galilee. hee! welll. that's credits to eugene. am mother fucking broke now. i need my popa to gimme allowance. im absolutely zero without my dad. maybe i should have stayed at azzucar to work. sighs! but i want a pay raise!! zzz better self remind to text abby about it. BUT THEN! my weekends damn burnt sia =((((( sadded...

zao-ed class again today. i've bad classmates. with bad influences!!!!! zzz.

i need to stop being so crude.
oh! angels and demons have a nice twist to the story but i prefer da vinci code =\

miss me, kiss me.
cause talk is cheap.

2009-05-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

when cute is in the question.

2009-05-18T14:24:00.000+08:00

memories are a joke.
they can make you laugh and cry.

2009-05-15T14:53:00.001+08:00

im mad fuck bored. motherfucking tired. zzz.

you snooze, you lose!

2009-05-15T13:27:00.001+08:00

my hot hot faci didn't come toady.=( in act, some other faci took over. so lousy and not as hot as her. =( hmmmmmmmmm. stupid mother fucking eugene woke me up to school today. and asked me to cab to friggin school. bloody hell. tired sia! 15 dollars.. gone!!!!!! cigarettes low!!! damnnnnnn

mellie's asking me to move over to lj. should i? hmmm

2009-05-14T16:28:00.002+08:00

skipped class today after 1st break. all eugene's fault. if he didn't suggest to go to kopitiam during first break, we wouldn't be playing hide and seek with the facilitator la. bloody hell. hmph.

but the again, joachim's funny side is the best la. pattern more than badminton. what the fuck is that please! -.- pattern more than badminton. lame shit. zzz eugene and his stupid phrases. anyways! joachim... i think he got kinda bored after a while, so he started to change lyrics to songs and shit. -.- but it was bloody funny. haha. oh wells.. i wished i could be as funny and entertaining as him. then cerlyn would prolly laugh her lungs out. LOL.

i miss you, not you but you.

2009-05-14T10:23:00.002+08:00

started work at rogues yesterday. it is boring as hell! the only thing that is keeping me there is the bi weekly pay. AWESOME! i can't wait to get my first pay =DD heh heh heh.

2009-05-11T10:42:00.002+08:00

she thinks im the one who doesn't understand.
she thinks im the one who is being selfish.
she thinks im the one who is being unreasonable.

she thinks.

frankly speaking, when you see the conversation we had, tell me whether im the selfish one or not. she said not to quarrel. yet in the end, she was the one who couldn't hold her temper down. she wanted to talk about us. yeah, us ended the day she decided on her own to go away. and yet, she refuses to see the root of the problem and concentrate on the now. why not tackle the root rather than the leaves, i asked myself. i don't understand either.

who is she? i don't know her anymore.

she thinks.

2009-05-11T03:11:00.001+08:00

sometimes, you just wonder what you need in life.

its time to let go and let loose. im glad that somehow, things are working out now.

b to the a and d with a boy in check.

2009-05-08T14:07:00.000+08:00

when you're bored in class.

2009-05-08T13:41:00.001+08:00

mas selamat has been captured on 1st april? and its like eighth of may now? take so fucking long to report just one piece of news. -.-

anyways! i bought my long awaited chanel chance. so fucking happy!! finally got a chance to use it. TEEHEEEEEEEE

2009-05-04T09:26:00.000+08:00

okay. emotional outbreak. awesome shit.

nonetheless again, cerlyn yeo is the best! she has never let me down. she always manages to perk me up=)) im so glad for this one and only best friend. teehee!

2009-05-03T18:15:00.002+08:00

when songs have lost their soul,
and all seems bleak ahead.
who am i to depend,
at this lonely peak?

people come,
people go.
people say they will stay,
but never true.

2009-05-03T17:07:00.002+08:00

im giving up on everything altogether. im feeling very lost and paranoid about stuff now. i don't know what im thinking now. i don't know what to expect. my emotions are in a wreck now. i really wish that i can have someone beside me now to listen to me talk. im quite done of listening to what others have to say. sometimes i feel that people are more interested in telling me their life stories than having an exchange session. human nature really is selfish. i feel that no matter what, its still down to their own needs and wants. who really gives a care about another? sometimes, i feel that im so drained and no one can be here for me. really, empty and drained feelings. maybe im too fucked up. i don't know. why wouldn't people say it that way?

im still feeling alone. no matter who, they never seem to be able to be here for me anymore.

2009-04-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

http://www.cdc.gov/swineflu/key_facts.htm

to my dearest friends and people that i obviously care for, this is a link to swine flu and shit. go take a read.. its kinda interesting. oh. and this is what i do in class. read interesting stuff like this. isn't that awesome? please don't join RP.

2009-04-29T09:37:00.002+08:00

omg.. i may not be able to go to hk afterall. now plans are heading towards taipei. I DON'T MIND!!! maybe can meet xiao gui there. haha. but actually im not very looking forward to going overseas now with the swine flu and shit. sighs. i miss missy au though. hmmm. oh wells.

yesterday night at work was fucking slack.. BUT! i received a grand total of tips of 41dollars. HAHA

2009-04-27T00:49:00.001+08:00

went with cerlyn today. FUN SHIT PLEASE! haha. aiyah.. as usual la. talk cock is definitely a must. anddddd. aiyahhh. i missed hanging out with cerlyn. awesome fun shit. LOL

2009-04-25T18:03:00.002+08:00

i was reading a few famous blogs. then i came across this 2 blogs.. well, i don't know whether should i say this or not.. haha. but i think its a society mindset that girls who pose for lingerie shots are.. sluttish? haha. well, i don't know la. then this chick took a full body shot. its made her non virgin status fucking obvious. damn! what's wrong with people nowadays?

im heading to hk this coming friday. awesome shit. gonna head there to shop and eat! im gonna get stuff for 2 definite people. whoever else that happens to have stuff that i can buy for then i buy. LOL.

2009-04-23T14:55:00.002+08:00

haha. i was saving my friend's number last night. momentarily, i forgot his name so i decided to save his name as yoyoboy. haha!

why?

cause he is a dedicated hip hopper. hop until he die ah. haha! then i went to facebook to check out his name. his name is andrew! haha. so far la.. a and y are 24 letters apart. HAHA! OKAY. LAME! damn bored in classssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

save meeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-04-22T09:00:00.001+08:00

ohmigawd. am i really christina? i reached woodlands at 0835 today. and for those who don't know what on earth is that, its 8.35am in the morning yo! lao niang is early. shit. could have slept early. heh. but are youuuu proud of me? you better be. no other options. haha! anyways, club or not to club. that is the question to ask. sighs. i forgot to bring my phone. i feel damn.. normal surprisingly. hmm. haha.

2009-04-18T08:29:00.000+08:00

this is awesome shit. i like the fairy on my neck. i might consider getting one done there. BUT! my mother will murder the shit out of me. i sweat. so i might get on clover or star shit on my hip. at least, my mommah and pops won't see it. HEE! =)))

2009-04-16T06:02:00.001+08:00

awrights! had a personal tiip of 10 miserable bucks today. not much but better than nothing anyways! hmm.. apparently this dude that is poaching the entire team from azzucar wants me over too but the azzucar's current manager doesn't really want me cause im prolly the most lazy of all of them. anyhoots! im quitting end of this month for real. as in i dont really need the job sooo, i might quit. hmmm.

still craving for cheesy pizza and tutu kueh. sighs.

2009-04-14T21:51:00.002+08:00

so when you think all is gonna go fine, something will come crashing right down in your face. sometimes, you just wanna rest and relax but circumstances just refuse to let that happen. why? sheesh, i wonder why too.

i can't wait for this thursday's party. its gonna be awesomely fun! yay. i think lydia's cute. haha. missy au, please don't kill me when you see this =) but anyways, i've not been to play in ages. so this visit is gonna recharge me before school starts. and guess what! lao niang has an off on monday! awesome. i won't have monday bluuuues. teehee.

im craving for tutu kueh from kovan, cheesy pizza from anywhere.

FEED ME O KIND ONE.

2009-04-06T02:06:00.002+08:00

im missing you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much.although we quarrelled before ending the conversation, i really want you to know that i love you so much and im really feeling terrible down here. i know you're not doing as great as you'd expected but i really don't know who else will understands how i feels. although there are people who asks me how i am from time to time, but there are times when i just want to call someone up and cry it all out but i know their answers when i talk to them. sometimes, i just rather cry at night in my room because leng zai and my pillow will just comfort me to sleep. like somehow, no one takes the initiative to ask me how i am besides my closest friends. which i really thank God for them. cause without them, i really don't know how else i can survive. as much as you feel lost babe, i feel the same. i can't find that motivation in life any more. i can't do anything right. i don't feel like the same ol me anymore. i can't laugh freely. i can't feel relaxed. and i know that you know the difference between the care that someone who loves you can give and the care of a friend. sighs. i just need you now.

2009-04-03T10:01:00.001+08:00

omg. im in love with someone else already. haha! xiao gui, wo ai ni. omggg.. i even went to his blog to leave him a tag =X missy au.. don't be jealous okay? LOL. omggg.. this is the first time i think i went to this extent for a yi ren lei. i cannot become like ji***g. cerlyn, you can guess who im talking about la huh? haha!

MISSY AU! IM MISSING YOU LIKE FUCKLOADS. hurry come back okay? how about today? =)

2009-04-02T21:49:00.001+08:00

reality has finally sunk in. you're gone and im alone. this sucks. im sad. and most of my friends suddenly disappear too. this is very annoying. i wanna go outtttt and smoke my shitty ass outttttt but! i have no cigarettesssssss. this is equally fucked up!

2009-03-31T01:14:00.002+08:00

sighs. when all you have is seconds left with that person you love, you don't know whether to cry or to laugh or to enjoy that last few moments. you know when people always ask you how are you gonna spend your last hour or last day on earth? you think you can embrace it with ease and laugh your day away usually. but when you're really in that last hour, you'll be more of like missing your family, your loved ones, you friends and stuff. because 60 minutes really isn't that long. when a day passes in a blink of an eye, what is an hour?

sighs. i really can't bear to see her go. yet, i have to embrace this fact. because i don't have a choice, at all. i don't understand why this has to happen when i don't want it to. i thought she would think for me but since she has her own explanations, i can't say anything then. everyone asks me whether does she feel that same heart wrenching emotion that i go through, i don't know how to answer. the very politically correct textbook answer is to say yes she does to protect her. but quite frankly speaking, i can tell you that i really don't know. i don't know whether she really goes through that same heart wrenching emotion. i just wished that she insisted on staying here.

i really just wished for that.

2009-03-27T15:36:00.001+08:00

SO! tonight im meeting my ladies!! =D finally after ages~ omggg. can't wait to have them around and we can gossip like crazy. HAHA. and guess what's happening at my work place? casino night. and what's bad? i have to wear rabbit ears.. -.- lameo!!!

2009-03-26T15:43:00.003+08:00

i went crubbing last night with mellie, jovin and kenneth(mel's friend). it was absolute fun! =) jovin was nice and brought me to sushi tei for my birthday celebration! or pre birthday celebration rather =D then we headed down to fashion bar. introduced missy au to him at azzucar then headed down to fashion bar for drinks. i had an apple martini and a choco martini. the choc martini wasn't as nice as i expected. then we headed to zirca after that. the music was good, not too bad. had a bit of fun before leaving early. pictures from melissa!

thank you jovin! sorry i was late!

thank you melissa! you're awesome company!

thank you kenneth! just for being there!

yay! its a good start!

2009-03-23T18:36:00.001+08:00

sighs. i don't think i wanna celebrate my birthday. still broke like hell. shit. and i think i might just gather my close friends and club or just chill out. sighs. why am i so broke?

2009-03-21T15:26:00.001+08:00

i think the idea of starting work at 11pm is awesome but then........ ending work at 6am means...........................................................................

haha. anyways! i have started work and im elated! haha. although its not the best place but actually, i think it will be quite fun. i hope! =D hee.

2009-03-08T17:36:00.002+08:00

my birthday, my birthday.. i really don't wish to celebrate my birthday cause its pretty useless. i mean im gonna be f-ing 20 this year....... sighs.. so old and yet im still so childish and irresponsible about everything.. sighs. im still childish and young. whadda do? i need to grow up and start being more responsible in everything. responsibilityyyyyyy.. BUT!! next year i can start taking money from government.. WAHAHAHA! that's like the only thing im looking forward to next year. sighs......

i need money.. im whining like a bitch la.. but thennnnnnnn im looking for a job okayyyyyy. sighsssss

is that really my only way to relive some stress?

2009-03-03T02:04:00.002+08:00

this post is to explain the previous post that there is a huge misunderstanding on the previous post.

well, i did quarrelled with you and the pointers did come up in the quarrel. as i was really angry, i decided to voice out everything. thinking that this is somehow my blog that i was hoping that people would understand my frustration when they meet with these sort of quarrels. but then, after clearing things up with you today, i believe that there's no more need for that previous post and this is the post that will clear up all you clouded and narrow minded people.

uhhhhh. i hope it does clear things up and for like further safety sake, im gonna like privatise this blog cause sometimes, my anger and frustration will cause like truckloads of misunderstandings.

and to you who feel upsets, im sorry.

2009-02-20T22:34:00.001+08:00

crubbing tomorrow.. oh tell me why suddenly i so don't feel like going? zzz

2009-02-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

i am so upset with my laptop.. bu zheng qi de dong xi.. finally gave up on me.. =( i need to buy new laptop now.. hope i get a more reliable one. fujitsu seems nice.. haha. i like the way it sounds when i type.. LOL. anyways! can't wait for clubbing tomorrow night! gonna spend some time with cerlyn teehee! and jiemin toooooo

woot! saturday, here i come!

2009-02-17T00:34:00.001+08:00

&omgomgomgomg! why nai haven't wake up yet lei? i want photos!!!!

2009-02-15T15:06:00.003+08:00

MY FUCKING ANNOYING SISTER TOOK MY FUCKING BAG THAT I NEVER EVEN GAVE HER A FUCKING PERMISSION. HOW FUCKING FUCKED UP IS THAT?

I SO FUCKING WANNA SLAP HER FUCKED UP FACE NOW. EVERY FUCKING TIME, TAKE MY STUFF BUT NEVER BOTHER TO PUT BACK IN THE PLACE WHERE SHE TOOK THEM FROM. AND EVEN WHEN I TAKE HER STUFF, I WILL TAKE THE BASIC MINIMAL EFFORT OR EVEN COURTESY TO PUT BACK HER FUCKING STUFF. SHE, ON THE OTHER HAND, DOESN'T. I REALLY FUCKING WANNA KICK HER IN HER ASS OR EVEN STUFF A DILDO UP HER FUCKING ASS. NBCB.

I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE TO TOUCH MY THINGS OR EVEN LOOK INTO MY STUFF THAT I DON'T RECKON THAT THEY OUGHT TO. UNLESS I FUCKING GIVE YOU A FUCKING PERMISSION, YOU DON'T JUST BARGE INTO MY FUCKING ROOM DEMANDING FOR SHIT THAT YOU DIDN'T EVEN FORK A SINGLE FUCKING CENT OUT. NBCB. ESPECIALLY MY FOOD, MY BAGS AND MY FUCKING ACCESSORIES.

urgh! so bloody annoyed but much cooled down after that rant.. but i still have the urge to slap her face. shit.

2009-02-15T11:50:00.002+08:00

ubin was fun as fun? haha. i was gonna say fun as hell when i kinda remembered hell ain't somewhere fun.. all that shitty burning.. zzz

ANYWAYS! no photos yet, but maybe just a group one.. haha. cause the rest were taken by my fwennn... heh. i love the cycling in the day, night cycling. the bbq that i never seemed to help at first... basically the bonding la huh? the bonding was good, i guess.. lotsa rubbish turned up during this short stayover.. we had like a stretching session after bathing... and its not those simple stretch here and there those kind know.. its those what back somersault, yoga positions, leg touching your head and shit like that. wahh.. fun la. and guess who i saw at ubin? my old bartley mates.. the older guys rather. haha. was good seeing them =D awesome la!

haha. anyways, i hope you had a great vday with meeeeeee. =D

pardon mylack of blog.. im dead tired. gonna rest when im tired enough. zzz

2009-02-11T03:23:00.000+08:00

i realise that cerlyn and i can talk perfectly on FB but we just refuse to chat on msn.. why?

2009-02-10T15:15:00.001+08:00

heh! can't log in to missy au's blog suddenly.. hmmmm.... 5 is tomorrow.. what can i say? something so beautiful is gonna last forever. =)

2009-02-08T02:24:00.006+08:00

photos galore! enjoy people!

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this sushi! wah.. it was my first plate.. never mind.. missy au took another plate and ask me to share it with her. i wasn't really keen but decided to anyways. she took my sushi and stuffed it into her mouth! wahh! jix-ed moment. then she took another plate and shared it with me this time. why? sushi will run away the first time round isit?

missy au was trying to curve a stare.. she think she acting in wanted all now know....

this fatty here snored damn efing loudly on the bus when i was on the way home. i had to catch a picture of him. LOL

if you zoom in on this picture, there's this security guard eating with his own fork! haha. damn funny.

2009-02-07T03:41:00.001+08:00

teehee! been out the past few days.. spending time with missy au, especially so before that she's heading back to hk soon. that girl can't wait to go back to hk for two reasons. MEGA ZZZ. anyways! peektures up soon... =D

2009-02-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

laoniang bought a nice brown bag today. AWESOME! although the seller was a bit slow in her replies and stuff...i nearly gave up on the bag. LOL

and 1 more post to my 500th! yoohoo!

2009-02-02T22:04:00.004+08:00

outing with missy au today. tanned early today. then we headed down to ser. gardens for singing session. what else can i say but awesome?!

regarding the differnt signs and why i bother to post a picture of it? cause during one of our tram rides, this gei kiang china kid went to jump out of a moving tram. not say the tram is extremely fast or shit like that but seriously! i mean, you don't want to like cause other people to be late cause of your lack of discipline in your child ain't? losers.

2009-01-29T16:28:00.002+08:00

kayteewee was fun yesterday! cabbed down to gardens with cerlyn. had an awesome time. have a video but.... i don't think i would upload it.. haha! its wonderfully embarrassing. kept safe only for a few private viewers. haha. hmmm. then we headed down to sticky rice after singing for say 5 hours? haha.. had dinner there. thomas was there. spoke to him a bit.. then we walk walk around before heading back to gardens to ice cube for dessert. after that, took last bus back out and walked home. damnn was supposed to clubb last night but some stuff cropped up. so changed to next week instead. anyhoos, i can't wait to clubb soon. find some new love love for mel and some sponsership for our birthday celebrations. HAHA

2009-01-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

i have a lot of feelings at this moment that i really don't know how to express myself. sometimes i just wish that i don't have to deal with so much pressure whenever i think about this matter. sometimes, i just wish i knew how to deal with this situation. i really don't want to be out of control. i need to know!

2009-01-25T12:40:00.002+08:00

i am so lazy to update my blog... haha. hmmm.. photos? today's cny eve.. gonna head out for reunion dinner then meeting up with nicky and gang! yay=) but i really don't like crowds =\. okay just a lil is okay... but too much is crappy. haha.

MOVIE TIME!

2009-01-20T11:59:00.002+08:00

actually, i don't quite know how i am gonna handle myself when you're gone. its like im gonna have to re-establish my social life and circle.. SIGHS

2009-01-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

dinnered with tyf today! heh. didn't really eat much cause my wisdom tooth is giving me crappy problems.. just feel like extracting it out. !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*@#$%^&*&^%$#@!#$%.

ah. that felt wayy much better. =) okayy.. dinnered with tyf, caught a movie and we did the most manliest shit on earth. pierced our ears.. its a bloody tyf shit la!!
awesome la. brothers forever! hahaha!!

hurry home! im waiting for youuuuuuuu

2009-01-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

2009-01-18T01:00:00.002+08:00

zzz.. been having a nagging headache these few days.. think im gonna carry panadol with me everywhere i go especially that i just bought a box that is worth 5 bucks!!! @#$%^&*!!! so annoying!!

just went for ben's brother's birthday chalet. heh! ten years old and he has a chalet. zzz what a lucky boy he is!

waiting for you to get home so that i can talk to you online =)